But I do know that I can't live by the dream. Have to face the reality. No matter how bitter it seems to be - I have to go on...but how to move on...I just don't know...
In some parts, I'm happy with my life - things that I have accomplished and pursued for betterment, and most importantly the chances and opportunities that Allah has given to me.
Nevertheless, on the other side of the coin, it tells a lot of stories...where do I go from here. This isn't where I intended to be. Sometime I feel like giving up everything here and moving on to where my heart wants to be... is it truly impossible?
Again, I just don't know...
Zul M Noor
28 Ramadhan 1434